Scurry to enhance my english!!

it is really the first time my english standard disquiet me.

for almost 10 years, i am confident that i am capable of using english, at least in daily usage.

however, when i had receieved my result in a english examination recently, i wasreally depressed.

i have just comtemplated the result, i concluded that either i was studying at university or working as reporters, it is indisputable that i have dropped my english, no matter is grammar or vocabs. i have to accept that, my command of english is lamentable. >